And I know... my hearts no longer mine

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 01:55:42 GMT

i have a new journal.

archive_13

add me ~~now!!~~
... please :0)

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 03:47:29 GMT

who are you to tell people how they should be?
everyone has their own story.
if you dont listen, you shouldnt judge.
no one has a prior claim to pain.

that is all.

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 01:50:55 GMT

mr. subias makes me crazy angry.
my eyes get yellow.
its this kind of anger that makes my brain bzzt
and my eyes twitch.
i swear i could kill him.
how can anyone be so fucking ingorant?!

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:33:49 GMT

97% of people sometime in their life will have a mental disorder.
may it be really bad, or barely anything... it will be there.

i took psychology this year so i could learn more about myself.
i dont understand me at all.
whatever.
i guess i dont understand people.
but, if everyone keeps things to themselves, like i keep things to myself then the worlds full of crazy fucked up people.

its good to know ur not alone.

Band Survey

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 04:17:03 GMT

Body: Choose a band and answer only in song TITLES by that band.

Band: The Smiths
Are you female or male: Girl Afraid
How do some people feel about you: Unloveable
How do you feel about yourself: Half A Person
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Miserable Lie
Describe your current/future girlfriend/boyfriend: I Want The One I Can't Have
Describe where you want to be: London
Describe what you want to be: Well I Wonder
Describe how you live: Stretch Out and Wait
Share a few words of wisdom: These Things Take Time or Accept Yourself

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 03:31:33 GMT

feelings dont last forever. get over yourself.

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 02:37:50 GMT

last night i hung out with chrissy.
i havnt seen her in a while.
so it was cool.
we didnt have anything to do.
so first we went to second hand rose on artesia
and then to aardvark in hermosa. she got shoes.
and then to borders to see if they had these cds i wanted.

god save the sin -mad sin
survival of the sickest -mad sin
hellucifernication -demented are go
zombification -os catalepticos
nightmare on nervous -frantic flintstones
the ultimate frantic flintstones -frantic flintstones

of course, they didnt.
but i did order
return of the loving dead -nekromantix
and i found
morrissey.
weeeee.
no matter what mood im in
morrissey makes everything okay.
(i have a borders card, thats the only reason i went there for cds)

then we brought beth chips and dip.
but we couldnt find the dip she wanted and she wouldnt settle for anything else,
that bitch,
so i waited for chrissy in the car while she went into vons.
*i wont cross picket lines*
then we stopped by hannahs house for batteries.
i needed batteries for a car cd player bcuz chrissys car doesnt have a cd player and i didnt check to see if i had batteries when i left home.
then we didnt know what to do.
so we went to premiere video to get a movie
and saw hillary there with her cousin and some friends.
we didnt find a movie we wanted
so we just went to chrissys house and watched some movie she had.
... mystic pizza.
wierd.

but yah.
im sure EVERYONE cares.
and i hate entries about my day.
but u know what.
im bored.
fuck off.
:0)
adios

so bored

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 18:18:05 GMT

i stole this from someones journal.
but i dont understand it at all.
what does the letter 'm' have to do with success??

M - Success comes easily to you.
E - You are a very exciting person.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.

A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 17:41:06 GMT

there is no other room in the house where you can hear the rain better than in my room.

i love the rain.
i think everyone does.
ive never heard anyone say they didnt.

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 15:41:35 GMT

bah!!!!! its so early.
and i only got to sleep 2 hours.
theres a fire on my street and so they turned out all the power...
when the power goes out my phone starts beeping.
annoying as fuck.
woke me up.
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
but i think the fire is good now.
i think.

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 23:46:01 GMT

beth says that i need to update more.
hmmm....
nothing to say.
BETH IS THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 03:40:47 GMT

sometimes when im bored i play neopets

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 03:38:43 GMT

christmas is the worst holiday.
'im a hellcat' is the best song.

it would be cool to play stand up bass.

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 20:22:22 GMT

last night was an adventure.
and now we are watching nemo.

wendy came by to see if we wanted food.
i love wendy.
she's so nice.
then we went to see if what we wrote in cement is still there from thursday night.
but the fucking people crossed it out.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

now we r back at ashlees
i think wen just got here.

now all 3 of us r eating and watching nemo.
adios!

piercing

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 05:31:03 GMT

http://www.bmezine.com./pierce/11-surface/A30828/high/exai4okt.jpg

i really want that.
it would hurt so bad tho.
pinch there.
oww.

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 02:46:28 GMT

oooh! look at my background.
thank you wendy!
your awesome!

this movie,
plan 9 from outer space
is like one of the worst movies in the world
but its soooo good.

i recommend everyone watch it!

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 02:12:36 GMT

hey kendall...
if u read this by tomorrow
do u think u could bring my batman shirt to school?
<3<3<3
gracias!

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 05:15:09 GMT

anyone have a sewing machine i could borrow?
id be much obliged!

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 03:13:26 GMT

today i watched 3 more horror movies.
yayyy
the original dracula with bela lugosi
the original frankenstein with boris karloff
and the creature from the black lagoon.
wow, its a new obsession.
how pathetic!
but its not my fault! im sick and have nothing to do.
meh.

nick spear called and was like
"megan i read ur journal entry. u didnt lose ur glasses, they r in mrs. forsters class."
i was like awwww fuck!
shhhhh im not telling my parents.
i needed a new .."perscription??" anyways.

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 19:03:17 GMT

yesterday i had an eye appointment.
yay.
i wish i hadnt lost my glasses, i loved them.
we'd been thru soooo much together. *sigh*
i dont really like my new frames...
but they were cheap.
the frames i wanted were $142.oo more than the ones i got.

the lady said my eyes got a lot worse. thats great.
and i learned the reason my eyes r so sensitive to everything is because i have abnormally large pupils.... haha. thats funny.
but not too funny.

but im sure no one cares about my fucking eyes.
so adios!

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 20:39:36 GMT

sick at home with ... the flu?
fuuuuun stuff.

i was gonna make myself a shirt but the sewing machines broken. :-/
instead i watched:
Alfred Hitchcock's 'Psycho'
Ed Wood's 'Plan 9 from Outer Space'
'The Wolfman' with Bela Lugosi
and
'The Black Cat' based on the story by Egar Allan Poe

yesterday i read some H.P. Lovecraft "Bloodcurdling Tales of Horror and the Macabre"

tonight was sposed to be that hotel party by lax
... i guess im not going?
im not sure i was gonna go anyways, i dont think anyone wanted to.

im so bored.
somebody save me.

anyone have a sewing machine i can borrow?????????

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 04:43:57 GMT

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Tue, 09 Dec 2003 05:36:42 GMT

i havnt updated in a while.
i went to a party on friday.
it was fun.
i drank too much.
i cant remember too much.

on saturday i went home and slept.
i had a real bad hangover.
later i went to ashlees and smoked and felt all better.

mallory and i were talking, on the way to ashlees house, about addiction and withdrawel and shit
and i realized that when i thot i was sick,
it was merely just withdrawel symptoms.

hmm.
great update yah?
good night.

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 03:49:20 GMT

its all formal.
its all eggshells.

how awkward

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 04:20:48 GMT

should people learn to just accept that every person in life will somehow betray them...
or should they learn not to betray?

before, id have said number 2.
but is that possible?
its human to be petty and selfish and set out to help urself.
i mean, if u dont help urself, no one will.

so now... i think number 1.
ur sposed to move on and forget.
but uh!!!!!
how can i forget?
it matters so much.

any ideas?

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